Everything I ask for
Bienvenue
the shower that sweeps everything away;
e d
just watchin a litre of tears
went to kino to buy tat book.
ha...
"fate. cannot be put in words"
"i really don't want to say things like ' i want to go back to how things were before'. i recognize how i am right now, and i will continue to live on."
haha...i like the show so far. watched until ep 5.
-ed
On Tuesday, November 25, 2008 at 6:31:00 PM
AFA'08
lols.
today.
i went afa'08...
forsome weird reason.
when i went. just nicely. the queue reached me.
i bought 2-day pass...
haha.
...
there were several cosplayers.
i saw lots of characters. ha...
then most of them i could recognize and fit a name
but...there were weird ones.
the best cosplay i think.
1. gundam exia(some body inside the costume)
the costume looks very real somemore.
standing next to another model made by organizers...
i couldnt tell the difference...
haha...
he (or she) looks damn cool
2. kakashi
looks like the real one.
haha. my taste very bad de.
but still. he looks nice.
still got book somemore.
pity. i nvr looked into his eyes.
haha.
3. akito from airgear.
there were a couple of them
but only the white one was very nice.
haha.
very funnily. i saw kid cosplayers...
i dun think they are older than 7 years old...haha...
then mid-way. met tyw and some other.
crazily.but still yeah.
haha...
went bought a few stuff.
got myself a poster...
a few models.
but one pack of the model. kinda scam.
the finish for the faces suck...
only 2 out of 5 of them look decent enugh...
i thinking of chucking them away somewhr.
...
but still.
i spent money...
haiz...
i saw this extremely nice
claymore figurine.
70sgd.
then got a few others.
oso 70 plus.
kinda nice.
like the black saber.
and a queen blade sth.
i also saw this extremely nice finished gundam exia.
clear colour de i think
haha.
so fun.
there were some model on display oso.
i liked the one from
valkrie profile lenneth.
very nice details. i didnt look at the finish on the face...
there was also the miku one. tat looked decent.
on that day. there were several models.
i really wish they have a hayate model.
it would have been nice.
then i saw a tifa and cloud model oso...
oh and then i found a couple of very nice ones. but no anime
haha.
then got this wagaya-no-oinari-samamodel i think
looked damn stunning.
the colors were very bright and nice.
haha. splendid work.
i saw this SnS model.
ha...looked quite okay ...but nth much
i bought 2 very nice model.
haha.
there was some singapore-made doujin.
i didnt like those.
though i would have wanted the poster...
haiz.
i also saw.
some thing called.
DOMO...haha
kinda funny looking.
looks damn funny.
haha.
day one.
not much results.
haha.
lesson learned: try to avoid long queues and bring a real camera.
haha...
then 2day supposed to have some activity in morning.
but i may potentially have asthma. so my ma ban me from going.
then evening got class outing.
i couldnt go cause my ma sae want bring me to tour agency or sth
and i was under the impression gna have dinner with the family.
turn out. in the end nvr go tour agency and class outing.
reached hom 19:36...
haha...
so very sad...
i think tats all.
oh. and 'the x-family' i left with 7 episode i think...
haha. finishing.
then starting on.
'a litre of tears'.
the boring game i am playin
disgeae:afternoon of darkness.
haha...training lvl 1 things ...
and aiming to hit lvl 80 or 90...
for most useful character.
but then agn... i no space for extra item.
got too many rare item to keep. but warehouse no more space.
haha...
completed this book called
'the last to know'...
quite ...erms. simple book.
ha...
i thinkin i shld get glass display for myself...
to display my nice model...
i keeping all the larger scale ones in the boxes.
those from gachapon or some odd places. ifix.
then anyhow place...
haiz.
gonna chuck the ugly ones i guess.
haha...
lol...
hope 2mr is a better day.
-ed
On Saturday, November 22, 2008 at 9:55:00 PM
l o l
woke up with splitting headache
then was very bored.
went to do some research
emailed some professors that i found in my contact list...
haiz.
but nvm
now tyw bugging me bout AFA'08
ha...
shld i not go.?
save a couple of bucks also nice lah.
anyways.
completed
"the x-family" 40episodes already
haha...
i realli want a couple of new models
hope they sell them like under 10sgd...
but tat shld be quite impossible
unless its in their store for 5years or so.
haiz.
maybe i would go there to play.
but if the queue very long. i just try my best
if cannot.
then i go otakuhouse at suntec.
if i rmb correctly.
i think i would go.
unless i got cca or sth this sat.
which could be possible
but i missed a couple of sessions liao.
feel kinda bad...
got a class outing this sat.
haha. hope i can attend.
nvm...
gotta finish the last compo...
-ed
On Thursday, November 20, 2008 at 8:50:00 PM
g o d
doing this weird weird quiz
while watching some
'x-family'
here it goes
Dear sotong(junior):I don't really know how to tell you this, but You're a pervert. I think I realized it When I quoted Santa With George Bush and his wife and I saw you Sit on My best friend. I'm sure you're Ashamed enough to understand That Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning Your old lottery coupons to you, but I'll keep Your neighbour Martin as a memory. You should also know that I Never openly mocked Our friendship .Your everlasting enemy,
-ed-
there are instructions attached
RULES:Do the "Letter MEME".Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment,informing them that they have been tagged.Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.
-> How you do the Letter Meme:
Dear (the last person who sent you a message):I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You shouldalso know that I ___10___ ___11___ .___12___,
-Your name-
1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister
2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes
3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife
4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out
5. What's your favourite colour?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - me
6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed
7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks
8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service
9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college
10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked
11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics
12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In Pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family
was really bored...
2day. woke up quite sick
went doctors...
haha...
2mr i think i will go sch.
gotta finish compo by 2day.
ha...
kinda very bored.
hmm.
they say need to tag at least 5 ppl
and ask them to do.
i think i would ask those in my class to do...
1.fangqi
2.kiamui
3.jinglan
4.kiwi
5.chuye
i have no special reason.
-ed
On Wednesday, November 19, 2008 at 2:22:00 PM
haha
woke up quite early.
after midnight or so.
cause my bro disturb me.
was having a peaceful dream until then
when i woke up. haha. quite crazy.
i was dreaming bout homework and stuff. omg.
...
i am hallucinating about the tons of hw.
that will come.
if that was a deja vu.
i will die in the year 4 curriculum
...lols.
but no one will grief. so nvm bah.
just realized.
by accident. i watched
d.grayman till episode 10
nanoha strikers episode 10
and also
soul eater episode 10...
-.-
i just posting crap. since noone would come de lah.
dun blame me for crap.
hmm.
what will happen if u met
somebody u didn't know,
who would tell us
to nvr to believe in strangers.
what will happen after loss
who would tell us
that we would have to feel lost.
what will happen after death?
who could tell us
to prepare us for the eventual death.
for those who dun know and dun want to know
i am born in month of october
"October is a symphony of permanence and change."
i nvr did get good advice before.
so why bother asking.
"Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't."
am i a fool?
"'Tis better to be silent and be thought a fool, than to speak and remove all doubt."
or can i be wise?
"It's so simple to be wise. Just think of something stupid to say and say the opposite."
who would lie to u.
"Lying is done with words and also with silence."
but the above point.
if "silence is golden" and "lying is also done with silence"
doesn't that make that lie very valuable and expensive
. . .
"Oh what a tangled web we weave,
When first we practise to deceive!"
do i know anything 'bout myself.?
"If you do not tell the truth about yourself you cannot tell it about other people."
i wonder what this quote means...
"This only is denied to God: the power to undo the past."
does it mean that those who aren't god can undo the past.
i ain't god but i cant do anything about the past
but if it means that god can undo the past.
why didnt god do sth about the past. . .
extremely bored agn.
hmm. nth much to do anyways.
i think i would be starting research in an hour or so.
went some briefing ytd. then went home.
eat with my ma,sis,brother-in-law
i thinkthats the way to say.
no freaking idea.
haha.
i read on bbc news.
"japanese economy now in recession"
ohmg.
quite interesting to note.
still coughin madly.
hmm.
hope it ends.
but recently, i havent thought past the year
what exactly will happen in the new year.
will there be new enemies
will there be new friends
would there be potentially a new attitude.
i have not thought past january 1st 2009.
that day. i may reformat my computer
so that i would have no unnecessary disturbances cause by games...
but that would seem unlikely.
aha.
there would be 2 chalets in dec.
both overlaps.
one is 9,10,11
the other changed to 9,10,11,12.
haha.
going back for the last day on 12th would make sucha big diff.
so might as well not go at all.
haha...
wondering how much is my life worth. bet with you; no one would really cry on my death. that is excluding family.
-ed
On Tuesday, November 18, 2008 at 8:53:00 AM
l o l
hmm.
ytd was a wedding at my hse.
my sis got married and stuff.
quite fun
there was this gate-crashing activity.
haha...
swallowing wasabi, kissing a fellow guy with lipstick and also removing leg hair.
ha...
quite enjoyable.
after that. was a teaceremony and stuff like tat.
hmm.
quite rushed in the kitchen
haha....
and then
the wedding dinner
was bored. so was wondering around thetables.
was seating at the table at the front. turn head. can see the couple.
haha...
the food was enjoyable
and i think i drank some wine...
too much for my own good i guess.
haha...
i cant wait to see photos agn.
HA.
nth much to say.
skipped guitar lesson today.
2day morning so fun.
got dao-ed sms by a grand total of 4 ppl.
haha.
but nvm.
would i persevere.?
think i gna blog agn. later...
after a long while.
now. back to recovering from illness.
"it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all
"you don't need anyone's approval to love someone""
-ed
On Sunday, November 16, 2008 at 10:45:00 AM
ed.
" i have dream that one day i would meet a girl who
would change my life. i never thought this dream would
come true. when i saw you for the first time, i felt a change.
i have never felt this way before with anyone. i wanted my life to mean something more,
i wanted to be happier. ... i needed to forget,i also wanted you to move on with your life.
i was torn apart, nothing made sense. i started to live for this promise. a promise
to find out more about you and love you. everytime i saw you my feelings grew
stronger. i felt we were so right for one another, but everything seemed so wrong.
you once taught me, the most common word in love letters is 'miss' and not 'love'.
i finally understood. you said that if i write my wish on a sheet on paper and let it fly,
it could come true. since our love died, i have wrote you love letters, telling you
how much i feel we belong together. i dedicate all my letters to you. the wish
that we could be together in this lifetime. i hope against hope that the wind will
bring us together. whatever way the wind blows, i will be waiting for you.
i love you. yours always."
today is totally hilarious.
rewatching the leap years
hmm...
quite nice once agn.
..haha
yippee.
exciting day ahead for me.
dejavus. never cease to amaze me.
-ed
On Saturday, November 15, 2008 at 9:18:00 AM
w e d d i n g b e l l s
lols.
today is quite a special day
hmm.
ytd there was more filming and i kinda got bored after the filming.
felt quite slack so kinda bored
got head-ache somemore
...
watched "THE LEAP YEARS" ytd b4 midnight.
very nice show
"a saint once decreed that a man must agree to a woman's proposal today and fufil the tradition of feburary 29th"
"it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all"
"i could lose everything, but my everything is you"
"it is not in the stars to hold our destiny, but in ourselves"
"love is that ancient desire to reunite with the other, recovering our original nature,seeking to make one out of two, and through finding that, attain true happiness"
"one day, i will get a doctor to take you out of my head and you will regret [it]"
"do you think you could forget what mommy taught you and to spend the rest of the night with a complete stranger"
"coincidence is god's way of remaining anonymous"
"absence makes the heart fonder"
"you don't need anyone's approval to love someone"
"in three words, i could sum up everything i've learnt about life: it goes on"
"when the world swirls with naysayers, broken wings and torn pages, the road ahead...breaks me open"
"a person often meets his destiny on a road he took to avoid it"
"the only one [love letter] that reached me and broke through the silence"
"go before i change my mind"
" And they lived forever after, is this the way our story goes.?"
"forever starts today"
"heaven knows this love is true, goes beyong white lace and veil"
"i have waited away my lif e for an answer that you have already given me"
i wonder how true this is.
" if you wrote a wish on a piece of paper and let it fly, the gods will make it come true"
ending off.
-ed
at 7:52:00 AM
m i d n i g h t
was crapping till midnight
now i look forward to today.
and 2mr.
haha.
nights to all who happen to look at this post.
-ed
On Friday, November 14, 2008 at 12:00:00 AM
L O L
i just realized. i am crazy today.
if the sky was falling, run for ur dear lives.
haha...
...
...
...
i seem to be weird today.
hope i recover by 2mr.
cheers to myself
and wish myself to live a life without regret
oh and p.s hope tat i didnt offend anyone today.
and i think deja vu decrees sth worse is gna happen in sch...
haha...
-ed
On Thursday, November 13, 2008 at 11:45:00 PM
t h o u g h t s
i was just wondering.
who in this world could say that they could keep a secret
act. i think many ppl.
just that sometimes some of them go a bit extreme
i would wish to see sb shouting a secret into a toilet bowl or sth.
haha...
i suddenly remembered sth i heard somewhr
you, who shun love, is it that you fear being loved or is it that you fear losing those who you love
a puppet of fate is he who does not believe in himself
he who loves is one who gets loved
The heart has its reasons which reason knows not of.
the theory behind destiny is doing what we do
the troubled are usually those who can't understand themselves
Love doesn't make the world go 'round; love is what makes the ride worthwhile.
all it takes is one rumor to set a town ablaze
regret is the reason why some people remain
change is a constant.
the only constant in life is that we are born alone and die alone
if there was a tune to your life, who would you play it for
if you were taught to never believe in strangers, why bother asking for road directions
the sky would be the limit if they stopped building so many skyscrapers to block the view
if u were sitting in a round table. what u shld nvr do is to elbow the person on either side
haha...
the following is good for prevention of computer virus
1. do not own a computer
2. even if u buy one, throw it away
3. if u buy one NEVER NEVER NEVER turn it on
4. if u turn it on. good luck and save up for a new computer
do not kill me if it is crappy.
and it shld have no relation wadsoever to anyperson
i noe in real life.
unless
1. you told me
2. you know this
3. you are reading this.
thanks and cheers
22:22
-ed
at 9:51:00 PM
O M G
i just rmbed.
this sat.
there is a very impt event
close to a firsttime in my life experience
i cannot miss it for the world(or less)
my sister's wedding
haha.
quite retardedly speaking
i am writing on my blog that
my very own sister is getting married.
ha
yipee.
hmm. i wonder what amazing things will happen
2mr school
`-ed
at 9:40:00 PM
n o t s o b o r e d
2dae. i aintso bored.
ha...
woke up at 8 i think
then laze around.
den read a new book.
played PSP.
got this game called
disgea; the afternoon of darkness
quite interesting
very simply game.
i afraid it will end too soon.
but nvm.
i nvr did die too badly in the game.
hmm.
realized i bought a
photo frame ...
dunnoe from when...
ha...
2mr going back school for sth
and it appears that the CID for pulau semakau is gone
boo.hoo.
quite sad.
i think either service learning or others for me liao.
i would think service learning would be better.
but still need group.
ha.
if other sci cluster. oso need group de...
so dunnoe liao.
maybe i shld not be so anti- and ask ppl from 3J'08.
better said...my class nxt year.
kinda bored.
i did 1 compo ytd.
2dae need do 2 more i guess
on my paper.
need do qn 4, sth on blog and gonghan
but sb else said need do qn3 instead of qn4...
so i think. i would just stick to my paper...
and do qn4.
the most i think i would apologize to 'cher.
2mr stayin in sch until dunnoe wad time...
i shld be mentally prepared.
oh and recieved a call requesting for some help
sry tat i can't help 2mr.
...
:(
lols...
gotta chiong chi hw.
qn 4 and gong han
ha...
...
oh and
i think i aint getting fully back to watchin anime
watched:
nabari no ou ep1,2,3
ef- a tale of memories ep 1,2,3
code geass (1) ep1,2,3
soul eater ep1,2,3
futakoi ep1,2,3
Tora and Dora ep 1,2
vampire knight ep1
yozakura quartet ep1
Clannad ep1
sadly i was told to watch this
Zero No Tsukaima ep 1,2,3
manga read:
special a.
skip beat
nabari no ou
dolls
psycho buster
kekkashi
area no kishi
nurarihyon no mago
hunter x hunter
law of ueki plus
code breaker
the others are the usual updates...
ha...
VERY BORED NOW.
somebody talk to me or sms lehs..
ha...
erms i shld think of going out
instead of staying at home i guess...
... but with who.
haha.
or maybe just alone...
if i was the world's most hated person
...i think i would just drop into a hole and die.?
lols...
i hope its not possible to be anymore hated then i am right now
oh and just now i was looking through my msn-chat-history.
realized...
the filesize per log has quitea large range
from 393 bytes to 3.2mb
aft tat. any more would make the previous log be stored as archives.
i have quite a number of archives.
round 5 archives from a few ppl
ha...
nth more to talk liao.
at least for now
i hope the zuowen on blog is okay...
haha
aha.
-ed
at 7:30:00 PM
b o r i n g
boring day
spent 6 hrs dl rappelzsea...
was surfing youtube for fun...
and i realized. i stopped watching anime. around 1 year ago...
felt lame. so went find mr jaychou's vid...
quite bored. so turned to him...
nice show...
erms. felt stupidly lame and bored...
went to search.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mr3BT_wHu4c&feature=related
erms.
very bored...
quite sad.
ha...
-ed
On Tuesday, November 11, 2008 at 1:19:00 PM
b o r e d
boring day
very very boring day.
spent first half of day reading book
then read finish.
pick new book
hmm. realized i was sick at around 10am.
when i kept sneezing. and
counted my lucky stars and stuff
and i decided...no one was cursing me
so i was sick
...
i am sick rather
just ate medicine...
hmm.
my blog is as good as goner.
haha.
2mr is tuesday.
an impt day for my sis.?
hmm...
i am bored.
was playin some comp game 2dae.
tried dl grandchase and rappelzsea.
ended up in failure.
...then i went to play audition...
need patch
damn long
then first song i happened to play was a song for noob
some chi-song.
aft tat. quite sianz
den nvr play.
read finished psyren-manga until new chapt.
specialA. is getting hilarious.
...
found my psp somewhr
decided to charge.
completed the weird game on the UMD
(valkrie profile lenneth)
simple game
...
hmm
i want new games.
but nvr did go mod.
went bukit-timah just now.
the beauty world i think
.nth to do.
went buy
yozakura quartet de manga read.
5.50sgd.
quite ex.
i srsly sick
...went popular buy some weirdweird english book
realized.
my social circle v. small
small until can count.
...
still bored at the end of the day.
tat why dun feel sleepy.
...
oh i nvr see loads of ppl on msn.
wonder is it they block me or wad...
=.=
i so nice to block bah...
dunnoe why so many ppl hate me in
a way or another.
...
haiz.
bought photo-frames.
and turns out i bought wrong size
i bought 1 4R and 1 5R.
turns out i needed 2 5R...
now need find other photo put in 4R de.
bought new earphones.
looks toot.
erms. who have nice anime/manga/ book to recommend.?
i srsly bored.
then oso.
who noe whr can mod psp cheap.?
^^
...ha
i ought to visit a LARGE bookstore soon...
haiz...
boring live tat i lead.
i wanna find ppl to go out
but i supposed to be anti-social...
ha.
so cannot toooooooooooooo sociable
but still. i can wish
hm.
i wish for things to go back to wad they were.
before the detoriated.
haha.
or sth along tat line.
ah. i ought to randomly sms ppl or sth...
ha...
gonna get real sick soon.
i can juz feel it...
aha. but i still wan go out.
who want watch movie or sth...
haha
ytd was sunday.
went guitar then went find other rvcc ppl
they were at b-ball court.
aft tat. went chicky club watch chicky dance.
turns out a certain garfield-alike can dance like chicky.
the day b4 was sat.
got comp.
went round gather well-wishes for team
quite fun.
...erms
ended on a light-note.
haiz. so... uneasy.
ha...
aft tat. went mac.
then got one old man. stare somewhr.
but from my angle. he staring at a bunch of laughing ppl.
namely my juniors.?
haha...
the day b4 sat.
was a fri.
results came back.
quite unexpected.
thanks to all the teachers who taught me
my gpa stayed constant...haha.
since like. last year term 4.
nvr improve or deprove i guess.
gotta work harder for my languages.
haha..ahah
i gna miss the teachers.
haha...
i hope most of my dejavus dun really come true.
sometimes i get dejavu of my life. and sometimes of others
sometimes its bout tat person. sometimes its bout another.
haha..
sometimes they are uncannily real.
wth.
haiz.
i wish i didnt noe. i wish that it wun happen.
ha. i losing a place in anyandeverybody life.
quite depressing. but
that is life for me.
haha.
regular life.
just a random thought.
what would happen if u can choose to be very lucky for one whole day
how would u like the day to go.?
would u go for a test
would u choose to confess to somebody and hope they return it
would u go buy lottery and get the top prize.
would u choose to do dangerous things and hope to survive
would u choose to just be urself
if u were to be very unlucky for one day
would u stay at home and pray nth more happens
would u just isolate urself
would u be paranoid
would u wish that u had more luck
would u just have wished for time to stop
or
would u have wished for it to just end
ha...
if there are three things in the world which u could wish for.
wad would that be.
i wonder.
i have the answer in my heart.
i wouldnt wish for world peace or anything
i would just make my life without any regrets.
sometimes.
ignorance is bliss.
when u hear sth harmful
u can sae. or 'its better to find out now' or
'this way i noe'
but we would actually be hurt more or less.
i wonder.
whether i hurt anybody unintentionally.
ha...
quite curious.
pls do sms me if i did.
just went facebook.
i am actually '11' years old.
accord to the weird quiz.
haha.
that makes me very young
and it says i am kind and patient
haha...
i aint kind nor patient
wad a wacked quiz.
haha. nevertheless.
it entertained me for round 1 min or so...
faith is something many speak about.
i wonder where my faith lies...
i wonder if having faith makes a difference.
ha.
having promises is like faith
and hoping to uphold promises would be exercising faith.?
ha... i realli have no idea.
sometimes i think too much.
and over-react.
and normally. coz of tat. distance myself
i dun wanna hurt anyone...
soyeah...
haha...
i am crazy.
;D
some interesting quotes that i rmb off-hand
help me remember Lord, that there is nothing you and i can't handle.
what is right isnt what everybody does.
what everybody does doesnt make it right.
true love is like ghosts. everyone speaks about them
but feel have actually got into contact with them
love for our lives is not eternal. what is eternal is the love for others
there are 2 ways to be fools
one. choose to believe what is false
two. refuse to believe what is true.
humble yourselves before the lord, and he will bring you up...
Gravityis not responsible for people falling in love, it merely puts them on the ground
a fallen star in the stary sky that finds its place among that constellation
love is blind, but miracles guide its way.
"Why love if losing hurts so much? We love to know that we are not alone."
to miss those who part, to wish for those who return and to mourn for those who cease to exist
losing the way has become routine for the lost lamb.
the only difference between the dead and the living is that
the dead died without fufiling all their wishes.
while the living has too many wishes to fufil.
lols...
erms i am weird i guess.
haha. i guess its all alright...
b o r i n g
-ed
"to wish is to provide hope for the living."
On Monday, November 10, 2008 at 10:49:00 PM
hmm...
hmm.
long time since i last blogged.
well.
nth much to blog about
ytd. i went sch. though promotion day, but still yeah.
i went sch.
then aft tat. went to help out with filming. as calefare.
haha...
i am very lousy calefare
the filming was considerably fun and also nice
furthermore quite successful
then aft tat. went play ball in court.
then it rained.
haha. . .
aft tat. went vivo.
wanted play water i think. but no more water dere.
in the end, play some truth or dare...
haha. i wonder if i chose truth. would i answer truthfully...
lols. i got loads of secrets to hide.
well, i srsly hope that i would not be dao-ed by anybody
also, i hope no one hates me or anything...haha
try to reply my sms if u received any.
haha
On Tuesday, November 4, 2008 at 12:37:00 PM
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from rvcc. >.LIBRA.< 8th october. 15 so far.
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