Everything I ask for

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Bienvenue

the shower that sweeps everything away;

あなたのために雨が降ります。

haha

woke up quite early.
after midnight or so.
cause my bro disturb me.
was having a peaceful dream until then
when i woke up. haha. quite crazy.
i was dreaming bout homework and stuff. omg.

...
i am hallucinating about the tons of hw.
that will come.
if that was a deja vu.

i will die in the year 4 curriculum
...lols.
but no one will grief. so nvm bah.

just realized.
by accident. i watched
d.grayman till episode 10
nanoha strikers episode 10
and also
soul eater episode 10...
-.-

i just posting crap. since noone would come de lah.
dun blame me for crap.
hmm.

what will happen if u met
somebody u didn't know,
who would tell us
to nvr to believe in strangers.

what will happen after loss
who would tell us
that we would have to feel lost.

what will happen after death?
who could tell us
to prepare us for the eventual death.

for those who dun know and dun want to know
i am born in month of october
"October is a symphony of permanence and change."

i nvr did get good advice before.
so why bother asking.
"Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't."

am i a fool?
"'Tis better to be silent and be thought a fool, than to speak and remove all doubt."
or can i be wise?
"It's so simple to be wise. Just think of something stupid to say and say the opposite."

who would lie to u.
"Lying is done with words and also with silence."
but the above point.
if "silence is golden" and "lying is also done with silence"
doesn't that make that lie very valuable and expensive
. . .

"Oh what a tangled web we weave,
When first we practise to deceive!"
do i know anything 'bout myself.?
"If you do not tell the truth about yourself you cannot tell it about other people."

i wonder what this quote means...
"This only is denied to God: the power to undo the past."
does it mean that those who aren't god can undo the past.
i ain't god but i cant do anything about the past
but if it means that god can undo the past.
why didnt god do sth about the past. . .

extremely bored agn.
hmm. nth much to do anyways.
i think i would be starting research in an hour or so.
went some briefing ytd. then went home.
eat with my ma,sis,brother-in-law
i thinkthats the way to say.
no freaking idea.
haha.

i read on bbc news.
"japanese economy now in recession"
ohmg.
quite interesting to note.

still coughin madly.
hmm.
hope it ends.
but recently, i havent thought past the year
what exactly will happen in the new year.
will there be new enemies
will there be new friends
would there be potentially a new attitude.
i have not thought past january 1st 2009.
that day. i may reformat my computer
so that i would have no unnecessary disturbances cause by games...
but that would seem unlikely.

aha.
there would be 2 chalets in dec.
both overlaps.
one is 9,10,11
the other changed to 9,10,11,12.
haha.
going back for the last day on 12th would make sucha big diff.
so might as well not go at all.
haha...
wondering how much is my life worth. bet with you; no one would really cry on my death. that is excluding family.

-ed
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Everything I ask for

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Bienvenue the shower that sweeps everything away; あなたのために雨が降ります。	haha woke up quite early. after midnight or so. cause my bro disturb me. was having a peaceful dream until then when i woke up. haha. quite crazy. i was dreaming bout homework and stuff. omg. ... i am hallucinating about the tons of hw. that will come. if that was a deja vu. i will die in the year 4 curriculum ...lols. but no one will grief. so nvm bah. just realized. by accident. i watched d.grayman till episode 10 nanoha strikers episode 10 and also soul eater episode 10... -.- i just posting crap. since noone would come de lah. dun blame me for crap. hmm. what will happen if u met somebody u didn't know, who would tell us to nvr to believe in strangers. what will happen after loss who would tell us that we would have to feel lost. what will happen after death? who could tell us to prepare us for the eventual death. for those who dun know and dun want to know i am born in month of october "October is a symphony of permanence and change." i nvr did get good advice before. so why bother asking. "Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't." am i a fool? "'Tis better to be silent and be thought a fool, than to speak and remove all doubt." or can i be wise? "It's so simple to be wise. Just think of something stupid to say and say the opposite." who would lie to u. "Lying is done with words and also with silence." but the above point. if "silence is golden" and "lying is also done with silence" doesn't that make that lie very valuable and expensive . . . "Oh what a tangled web we weave, When first we practise to deceive!" do i know anything 'bout myself.? "If you do not tell the truth about yourself you cannot tell it about other people." i wonder what this quote means... "This only is denied to God: the power to undo the past." does it mean that those who aren't god can undo the past. i ain't god but i cant do anything about the past but if it means that god can undo the past. why didnt god do sth about the past. . . extremely bored agn. hmm. nth much to do anyways. i think i would be starting research in an hour or so. went some briefing ytd. then went home. eat with my ma,sis,brother-in-law i thinkthats the way to say. no freaking idea. haha. i read on bbc news. "japanese economy now in recession" ohmg. quite interesting to note. still coughin madly. hmm. hope it ends. but recently, i havent thought past the year what exactly will happen in the new year. will there be new enemies will there be new friends would there be potentially a new attitude. i have not thought past january 1st 2009. that day. i may reformat my computer so that i would have no unnecessary disturbances cause by games... but that would seem unlikely. aha. there would be 2 chalets in dec. both overlaps. one is 9,10,11 the other changed to 9,10,11,12. haha. going back for the last day on 12th would make sucha big diff. so might as well not go at all. haha... wondering how much is my life worth. bet with you; no one would really cry on my death. that is excluding family. -ed <> On Tuesday, November 18, 2008 at 8:53:00 AM	About me i am ed eddie_xian.93@hotmail.com from rvcc. >.LIBRA.< 8th october. 15 so far. rvcc<3 lols. wishes; good question. wants; company & truth hates; only people who really deserve it. especially flirts likes; my cca(rvcc;)	friends From RVCC ----------------- adriel beatrice chengyu cien edmoon ernest estHer hillary jia li joseph junkang justin kenneth kristalynn kwan ki malcolm marcus mei en melissa qi en sasha serming sophia sylvia ying jie yu ching yunfei zhi jie Zhi Xin ----------------- MOELC: 3rd lang JAPANESE ----------------- samuel ----------------- From Taiwan trip(nov28-2008) ----------------- fel jiaen jieying ----------------- RVHS ----------------- kellie sheena ----------------- 'Lunatics' of 2L'07 ----------------- 2L blog minni cheryl jiarong estee cynthia dione felicia chingyee jasmine joanna zijun hanni qianhui shuyinn moeka phyllis venus farrah glennis xiaoxu chenyu jialun weichen yuejun weihao edmund yijin sizheng junhao jiahao junming brian ----------------- The Juveniles of 3J'08 ----------------- 3Juveniled alicia cheehin chuye elisa eve fangqi kiamui jiayi jiele jordyn jinglan ~kiwi~(kh) nobelle siyi yulu -----------------	Shout out	By title haha By month July 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009
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